ah~ ok i feel some vague sense of guilt at ranting so mindlessly abt commanders. but some of it is still definitely justified. just that those resentments are now officially not prejudices. esp after hearing my sectcom's reason for signing on...
massage <3 omg damn shiok. feel so relaxed but can sense the energy within after the massage~
went for log mini-retreat today. extremely gratifying. i didn't realize what an illusion of fulfillment intellectual musings can provide till i went today and experienced the warmth of a community. that pretty much shattered my cynicism... and renewed my faith to a certain extent. i guess the knot has been tied, or at least it's in the process of being tied. hopefully i'll be able to draw strength from it... esp since next week got field camp and navex.
may i continue to integrate myself into this community~ there is simply so much.
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
ah~ ok i feel some vague sense of guilt at ranting so mindlessly abt commanders. but some of it is still definitely justified. just that those resentments are now officially not prejudices. esp after hearing my sectcom's reason for signing on...
massage <3 omg damn shiok. feel so relaxed but can sense the energy within after the massage~
went for log mini-retreat today. extremely gratifying. i didn't realize what an illusion of fulfillment intellectual musings can provide till i went today and experienced the warmth of a community. that pretty much shattered my cynicism... and renewed my faith to a certain extent. i guess the knot has been tied, or at least it's in the process of being tied. hopefully i'll be able to draw strength from it... esp since next week got field camp and navex.
may i continue to integrate myself into this community~ there is simply so much.